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3.21.14 [draft]

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I Am Still Here [draft]

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where i am today [draft]

Wrote this a year ago. ____ indicate a proper noun/location i cannot disclose because security reasons lol.

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Pretty & Ugly Words [draft]

Pretty Words

Amorphous: indefinite, shapeless
Beguile: deceive
Caprice: impulse
Cascade: steep waterfall
Cashmere: fine, delicate wool
Chrysalis: protective covering
Cinnamon: an aromatic spice; its soft brown color
Coalesce: unite, or fuse
Crepuscular: dim, or twilit
Crystalline: clear, or sparkling
Desultory: half-hearted, meandering
Diaphanous: gauzy
Dulcet: sweet
Ebullient: enthusiastic
Effervescent: bubbly
Elision: omission
Enchanted: charmed
Encompass: surround
Enrapture: delighted
Ephemeral: fleeting
Epiphany: revelation
Epitome: embodiment of the ideal
Ethereal: celestial, unworldly, immaterial
Etiquette: proper conduct
Evanescent: fleeting
Evocative: suggestive
Exuberant: abundant, unrestrained, outsize
Felicity: happiness, pleasantness
Filament: thread, strand
Halcyon: care-free
Idyllic: contentedly pleasing
Incorporeal: without form
Incandescent: glowing, radiant, brilliant, zealous
Ineffable: indescribable, unspeakable
Inexorable: relentless
Insouciance: nonchalance
Iridescent: luster
Languid: slow, listless
Lassitude: fatigue
Lilt: cheerful or buoyant song or movement
Lithe: flexible, graceful
Lullaby: soothing song
Luminescence: dim chemical or organic light
Mellifluous: smooth, sweet
Mist: cloudy moisture, or similar literal or virtual obstacle
Murmur: soothing sound
Myriad: great number
Nebulous: indistinct
Opulent: ostentatious
Penumbra: shade, shroud, fringe
Plethora: abundance
Quiescent: peaceful
Quintessential: most purely representative or typical
Radiant: glowing
Redolent: aromatic, evocative
Resonant: echoing, evocative
Resplendent: shining
Rhapsodic: intensely emotional
Sapphire: rich, deep bluish purple
Scintilla: trace
Serendipitous: chance
Serene: peaceful
Somnolent: drowsy, sleep inducing
Sonorous: loud, impressive, imposing
Spherical: ball-like, globular
Sublime: exalted, transcendent
Succulent: juicy, tasty, rich
Suffuse: flushed, full
Susurration: whispering
Symphony: harmonious assemblage
Talisman: charm, magical device
Tessellated: checkered in pattern
Tranquility: peacefulness
Vestige: trace
Zenith: highest point

Ugly Words

Cacophony: confused noise
Cataclysm: flood, catastrophe, upheaval
Chafe: irritate, abrade
Coarse: common, crude, rough, harsh
Cynical: distrustful, self-interested
Decrepit: worn-out, run-down
Disgust: aversion, distaste
Grimace: expression of disgust or pain
Grotesque: distorted, bizarre
Harangue: rant
Hirsute: hairy
Hoarse: harsh, grating
Leech: parasite,
Maladroit: clumsy
Mediocre: ordinary, of low quality
Obstreperous: noisy, unruly
Rancid: offensive, smelly
Repugnant: distasteful
Repulsive: disgusting
Shriek: sharp, screeching sound
Shrill: high-pitched sound
Shun: avoid, ostracize
Slaughter: butcher, carnage
Unctuous: smug, ingratiating
Visceral: crude, anatomically graphic

library [draft]

I like to listen into other people’s conversations. I know its extremely invasive and impolite, but I do it anyways. I stare at the speaker who is giving his/her diatribe or monologue, and I stare at them straight in the eye. When they notice, I quickly look down but not in a timid way. I’m not ashamed. I don’t revert my sight with my eyes are saying: sorry I wasn’t listening. I revert my sight saying: continue, I understand, I want to keep listening. Please keep speaking.

Words [draft]

Words to keep inside your pocket:

Words [draft]

AilurophileA cat-lover.

AssemblageA gathering.


BeleaguerTo exhaust with attacks.

BroodTo think alone.

BucolicIn a lovely rural setting.

BungalowA small, cozy cottage.

ChatoyantLike a cat’s eye.


ConflateTo blend together.

CynosureA focal point of admiration.

DallianceA brief love affair.

DemesneDominion, territory.

DemureShy and reserved.

DenouementThe resolution of a mystery.


DesultorySlow, sluggish.



DulcetSweet, sugary.

EbullienceBubbling enthusiasm.


EfflorescenceFlowering, blooming.

ElisionDropping a sound or syllable in a word.

ElixirA good potion.

EloquenceBeauty and persuasion in speech.

EmbrocationRubbing on a lotion.

EmollientA softener.


EpiphanyA sudden revelation.

ErstwhileAt one time, for a time.

EtherealGaseous, invisible but detectable.

EvanescentVanishing quickly, lasting a very short time.




ForbearanceWithholding response to provocation.


FurtiveShifty, sneaky.

GambolTo skip or leap about joyfully.


GossamerThe finest piece of thread, a spider’s silk

HalcyonHappy, sunny, care-free.

HarbingerMessenger with news of the future.

ImbricationOverlapping and forming a regular pattern.

ImbroglioAn altercation or complicated situation.

ImbueTo infuse, instill.

IncipientBeginning, in an early stage.

IneffableUnutterable, inexpressible.

IngénueA naïve young woman.

InglenookA cozy nook by the hearth.

InsoucianceBlithe nonchalance.

InureTo become jaded.

LabyrinthineTwisting and turning.

LagniappeA special kind of gift.

LagoonA small gulf or inlet.

LanguorListlessness, inactivity.

LassitudeWeariness, listlessness.

LeisureFree time.

LiltTo move musically or lively.

LissomeSlender and graceful.

LitheSlender and flexible.

LoveDeep affection.

MellifluousSweet sounding.

MoietyOne of two equal parts.

MondegreenA slip of the ear.


NemesisAn unconquerable archenemy.

OffingThe sea between the horizon and the offshore.

OnomatopoeiaA word that sounds like its meaning.

OpulentLush, luxuriant.

PalimpsestA manuscript written over earlier ones.

PanaceaA solution for all problems

PanoplyA complete set.

PasticheAn art work combining materials from various sources.

PenumbraA half-shadow.

PetrichorThe smell of earth after rain.

PlethoraA large quantity.

PropinquityAn inclination.

PyrrhicSuccessful with heavy losses.

QuintessentialMost essential.

RatatouilleA spicy French stew.

RavelTo knit or unknit.


RiparianBy the bank of a stream.

RippleA very small wave.

ScintillaA spark or very small thing.


SeraglioRich, luxurious oriental palace or harem.

SerendipityFinding something nice while looking for something else.

SummeryLight, delicate or warm and sunny.

SumptuousLush, luxurious.

SurreptitiousSecretive, sneaky.

SusquehannaA river in Pennsylvania.

SusurrousWhispering, hissing.

TalismanA good luck charm.


UmbrellaProtection from sun or rain.

UntowardUnseemly, inappropriate.

VestigialIn trace amounts.


WherewithalThe means.

WoebegoneSorrowful, downcast.